im in the state of destroying myself with all this emotional im going through. having a love feeling for these two guys and i just need to STOP!..
i love my boyfriend that's one thing but i am also still in love with my ex. but me and my ex knew for sure that the past is over and now we are friends. no matter what. well, thank god for that cause i just cant accept if we are enemy after all the love making thing we did. gosh. weird.
believe me that my boyfriend is so unpredictable, i thought he is a guy who give up easily on me but as many trouble making i've committed, he is still here with me, giving me that chances that i dont want and still support me to stop and have faith in me i can change my attitude. unbelievable.
however, i understand and i respect that my ex has the freedom of choice. :)
but honestly im still jealous. well, stupid me.
however, i should be thankful that my boyfriend still love me crazily even after all the mistakes.. well not everybody is round and perfect..
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