a guy

dearest guy,

i promise not to repeat my mistakes but i did. i realize that i had made a lot of it. so now, here im asking to end it once and for all.
i never have the intention to hurt you but i guess you are better off without me.
from the very start of our day together, i really wanna prove to you that i could be the best for you.
But every time i try, you discourage me with your looks and attitude. it pisses me off totally.

though, im thankful to meet a gentle guy like you.
your patience really attracts me. its totally unforgettable.
all the present that you gave me, thank you so much! i will always keep it as a remembrance.

well, this is the end. the relationship between me and you.
even though i know, i feel that there's still some love in my heart for you. im sorry that i need to put it away because i don't want to risk another of your precious chance to be with someone who is total jerk for you.
so here, i wanted to do a statement that i dont belong to you, you belong to someone who can really treat you well. .

i wish you all the happiness and im very sorry to all the wasted time you spend with me. she deserve you better than me. thank you once again. you have no regret to leave someone like me.

god bless you always. we will always be friends.