not afraid to be stand alone..

im here sitting as time passes me by with an opportunity tht i should take before its to late to regret. i would like to rest from being committed with any heavy responsibility except my job. i have many things to complaint about other than my broken relationship. however, i do some how wanted to be with someone who i truly love and wanna spend my entire life with. imagining my path with beautiful children that i wanna make them grow up to be a good christian, comfortable and affordable financial status, having a good relationship with my faithful husband, family members and a blessed career ahead of me. 

though, i think i need to put on hold with that negotiation deal until further notice in my life. i wanna prove that i can be with my self entirely solo with a focus goal to open my own business. currently, i need to have a good proposal and a great backup plan rite now. i hope and would like to be friends with a business owner, so i could gain useful tips around to open a long term business of my sibling's own. i even thinking of updating my self with latest IT information. if its possible, i wanna do a home based business in developing website to potential clients. i surely wanted to do something somehow. GOD BLESS ME, please..

now, all i know is i wanted to declare that i am not afraid to be alone. i really wanna start something useful for me and my family. with a plus edition that i wanted to remain single until i could place something ahead of me.